大时候。。

好几天了，是时候更新了。

那天聊聊小时候，今天聊聊大时候。

长大了，虽然还没有成年；

但是有好多东西要自己处理。。

进入念学院的年龄；

我要报名，租房子，买日常用品等等等等。。

好像要搬家那样。。

幸运的事，我有朋友家人的帮助

让我放心不少

长大了，虽然有了伴侣

但是我还喜欢一个人

喜欢一个人逛街

喜欢一个人吃饭

喜欢一个人睡觉

喜欢一个人牵手

喜欢一个人走走

喜欢一个人做什么什么。。

长大了，我懂什么叫勇敢，不要怕

不要怕一个人

不要怕两个人

不要怕三个人

不要怕四个人

不要怕五个人

不要怕任何人

人人人，大家都是人，有什么好怕

长大了，要面对

面对总要来的事情

解决一切总要解决的事情

我总是喜欢逃避

对不起，有时就是不勇敢

但那只是有时

小时候，总希望快快长大

大时候，总希望慢慢变老

我不会很敏感，所以不要暗示我。

有什么就说出来吧，憋在心里不好受。

今天就到这里，再见~!*

小时候。。

还记得小时候，
放学了，大家争先恐后地往洗澡间冲
洗完澡，都拿着小小的椅子挤在那不到３０寸的电视机前面；
捧着一盘香香的家常饭，一边看电视一边吃得津津有味。

婆婆也与我们一起追看那紧张的连续剧
大家你一言我一语在猜测剧情的发展
尤其那幼小的堂弟，一直在那里不停发问。。
搞得我们好气又好笑。。
还有，每逢周末我都会去外婆家一趟　:)

小时候的每天都过得好充实。。
功课都一直赶一直赶
连续剧一直追一直追
似乎一切都不会有尽头
想起小时候嘴角都会不自觉地扬起

长大了，
连续剧不追了
功课都不赶了
一切都拖拉了

真庆幸我曾经是吉华的一份子
认识的朋友多了，交友圈子扩大了
谁真心谁假意认识久了就知道，只是都不会说出口。
真心的就多想念，多想都给他们一个想念的惊喜。
假意的知道就好，少来往不就得了。。

朋友，总有善意的谎言。
千万别拆穿他们，他们也是绞尽脑汁才想到要怎么骗我们，让我们好过。。
我妈总是把我骂，说我重视朋友多过家人；
我承认这点，就算有裂痕的友情我都希望可以让时间带过。
想起几年前见到就想轰他的朋友，现在多想问清楚我们之间到底发生了什么事。

我是这样说啦
但请别对号入座，有心的我会珍藏你们。

朋友，就是这样
不用太多的语言，我们都可以相处得很好。


好了
这就是大马文凭里考获B+的华语
这篇文章不容易，老实说有些拼音我已经忘得七七八八了。
一些字找得我快要发疯了。。
或许我会好几天都不更新，好让让这个帖保留第一个 :)

:)

hey, stalker ..
don't near me !

readers are welcome ..

hmm,
baby don't hide from me.. don't disappointed me



thank you
hope will last forever ..

my feeling after take result :)

Seems like everybody got a slip,
I wonder how they sleep at night ;
when the tale come first and the truth comes second, just stop a minutes and smiles ;
WHY IS EVERYBODY SO SERIOUS ;
acting so damn mysterious
you got your shades on your eyes and your heels so high
that you can't even have a good time

Everybody look to their left ;
everybody look to their right
can you feel that yeah, well pay them with A's tonight .

It's not about the result result result
we don't need your free marks, free marks, free marks
we just want to make the world dance
FORGET ABOUT THE RESULT

ain't about the A's A's
ain't about the credits credits
wanna make the world dance
forget about the result !

we need to take it back in time
when exam make us all unite
and it wasn't low blows and world end
am I the only one getting tired?
why everybody so obsessed
money can buy us good result ?
can we all slow down and enjoy right now
guarantee we'll be felling all right

yeah yeah
well keep the result
and take the scholarship
just give me all A's and a scholarship
and you can keep the money
leave me the result
and all I
yes all I need is all A's and scholarship
and guess what ; in 1 month I'm leaving to college
yes we leaving across these undefeated odds
it's like this man, you can't put a result on life

forget about the result !! XD


I change some words from a song's lyrics hahahhaha

daddy

today I'm here to talk about daddy..

every daddy must give the big expectation to their kids..
for son, daddy hope they can study hard and get a better job in their future..
for daughter, daddy also hope daughter can study well, and marry with a good man :)

I'm a daughter of a great dad .
this morning we went to eat our breakfast ..
we talk along the road ....
why only my dad and me ?
my brother and my mum lazy bump !!
still sleep in the bed -.-

still got few weeks just start my college life
he started worry...
talk to me, don't simply hang out with friends
beware anything everything ect .ect.
I can feel his caring to me ><

sometimes yea..
he will show his bad tempered to us..
and me too...
maybe I'm the only girl in home, I'll show a little princess sickness to them..
trying to change that ....

I don't work hard on secondary school's studies..
I hope this wednesday's paper don't disappoint all of us ..
If I can, I want to continue study !!
I know you love me dad..

won't tell other lie to you except : I have no money XD
I know, there's many many to write about but now I'm blank...
so, stop here :)
bye~

hello,

I've changed my blog's background music :)

Today went pacific with xin..
we saw fu with her mama..
shopping hee~

I get a bag over there ..
after pacific.we went to friend's house
chit chat...gossip ?! haha I guess so..
we having our dinner at friend's house ..
so delicious !
and I ate I don't know what kuih..made by friend's grandma
after that back...
I think I eat all the time today until my stomach wanna boom ! hahaha


Hey, readers...
here something I want to tell .
if you are dropping words on my chatbox I'm welcome .
but PLEASE !!!  drop your BIG NAME too !
or else fcsdfjskdn off !!
I don't like got stupid anonymous !!
so damn scary *puke*
I think your parents must have named you .
so , please~ drop your name when you dropping your words :)
terima kasih a lot !

thank's for the view .
byebye ~

oh my god...

survive in m'sia, bm so important TT
I don't know bm la zz
peoples talk to me in bm I always : har?!

bm so important ?!
grrr...
always make me HUH ?!

well,
forget forget .........

thank's for your companion baby :)
precious ~

here I wanna beg forgiveness from god.
god, I have make a big mistake in my life..
I did the mistake I shouldn't
the mistake I make is-----> I'm not rich ! :o:

Light your life up with dance !!! :)

despise !

hey,
smoking ain't cool !
throw off the cigarette in your finger !!

do you ever consider other's feeling..
you smoke you fun
but you may influence lung cancer to your friends, your family and more..
don't you love them ?
If you did, please throw off the cigarette !!!
It's harmful .

nothing is impossible .
just throw it..
you can if you think you can...

smoking brings a lot disadvantage
it may cause lung cancer, air pollution, teeth turn yellowish ect. ect.

I hate people smoking everywhere and never ever think about others
you're sucks !!!
damn you !!
I may show my rudeness but I really ''behtahan'' ><

here I share some photos search from web

this will be your teeth !

not scary ?! I just choose those was not very scary to post ..

look at the beauty in the mirror !

cigarette harm your eyes too

the poor kids ..

wordless..

you are shortening your life.

*puff* you leave with nothing left ..

don't kill yourself like the pictures shows .

Think twice before you pick up the cigarette !

you are burning yourself up !

stop it..

you can save up more money to do other matter ..

even you are rich you also not suppose to spend this way

when the earth over, you are also the murderer .

*end up*

RIP...

recently many elder's passed away...
Rest In Peace...

I discover got birds build their nest leaning on my window..
every morning I wake up
I'll take a look on them ><
so sweet...
the bird's mama every day and night take care of  her eggs..
so cute  !!

I wanna watch movie !!!!!!!!!
grrrr...hang out ! ><

hello,peeps~

I don't know ,
something I can persist for a long moment
but something I should persist I cannot do it..

maybe it's different...
relation can't compare with matter that happen around...
you make me emo -.-

since I'm 16 I did mean it..
you this pieces ....
time flies...
it's around 2 years happened...
I hope I can stop it...

it just like an unpredictable storm in my life...
screw up everything in my life...

step in the white valentine
wish you met your true one :)


emo ...
byebye.....

黑夜。。。

黑夜，
有一点诡异。。

可我却爱上那种没人打扰，寂静诡异的夜晚。。
只有黑夜，我才可以肆无忌惮的发泄情绪。
只有黑夜，能让我慢慢的品尝白天的酸甜苦辣。

偶尔，
想找个朋友谈谈。。
拿起电话那些数字却不清楚。。
哈哈
可能有一点笨蛋
我知道朋友们都在，但是我很新人类
哈哈哈
总是情不自禁的变白痴

好啦，
正经。。。


最近好多天灾，
祈祷吧大家
我希望世界和平 :)

有时为了要避免被伤害，我总是不理人。
可能我却伤了人家
对不起吧
有时我只是想沉默，没有恶意。。

有时，听着人家的谎言
却无奈的没法拆穿
很糟糕。。

有时，我想换个方式。
却被所有突然的突然吓倒没有勇气
就这样没了。。

有时，莫名的难过
很难表达
了解我的又有几个？
不了解我还好，装了解我的就免了

不知不觉，时光飞逝。
我要回家睡觉了。。
大家晚安

have a sweet dreams <3

我不再怕。。

分手快一年了
頭髮剪短了
手機也換了新號碼
現在的我不太一樣

我不再怕
少了你的晚餐
少了你溫度的小毛毯
現在的我有長大 有長大

雖然想起你心還是會揪
雖然深夜並沒那麼好過
勇敢是我對自己的承諾
再想念也不能回頭
一直不敢去面對的寂寞
習慣就好也沒那麼難受
也許我該謝謝你離開我
讓我找到真正的自由

翻著我的日記
從分手的那頁
到晚上睡前寫的心情
我的筆畫慢慢堅定
我才領悟
曾害怕的食物
像開車或對付一隻小蟲
不知不覺變得輕鬆

雖然想起你心還是會揪
雖然深夜並沒那麼好過
勇敢是我對自己的承諾
再想念也不會回頭

一直不敢去面對的寂寞
習慣就好也沒那麼難受
其實我該謝謝你離開我
讓我找到真正的自由

雖然想起你心還是會揪
雖然深夜並沒那麼好過
勇敢是我對自己的承諾
再想念也不會回頭

當我發覺再恐慌的寂寞
現在我都能平靜的度過
才明白雖然是你離開我
是我得到真正的自由
我真正的自由


share with you guys this pretty song :)


Today I went qti
I pass :)
sleep whole afternoon lol
nothing to write....
afk afk ><
bye bye ~

fainted

hello, anybody there ?
save me....

today I met so many weird peoples zzzz
those customers
make my head big !!!
what I can say is just : ha, em, yes, right ...
I don't know what they are talking about zz
english okay okay,hokkien so blur, malay more cham !!

totally mad !!
this morning mc d again -.- as breakfast
stupid stupid, gave wrong order uekk !!!
rush to car practice...
someone just like an aunty gossip gossip -.-
I hate peoples being like that
and then spread the stupid gossip around -o-
damn !

I don't know why am I so stupid ?
hahah
because those nonsense I skip my lunch..
soon I go eat something large size and skip dinner again -.-
argh !!!!!
what a day ????!
I want to sleep !!!!!!!!
DAMN :D

pray....

there's earthquake in Japan...
8.9 grade ...
quite terrible !!

it may relate other countries TT
let pray for peace :'(

saw a sentence from Google homepage ...
'Tsunami Alert for New Zealand, the Philippines, Indonesia, Papua New Guinea, Hawaii, and others. Waves expected over the next few hours, caused by 8.9 earthquake in Japan''


OMG !!!
so sad !!! 
hope it won't happen !!!!!
I'm in panic....
argh !!!


yesterday I went to play badminton with my friend and his cousins..
my friend told me that this world gonna get ''filter'' lol
what the ?!
hahaha, it sounds amazing !!
should happy or sad ? ><
this world got too many cacat people o.o like me ?! hahahaha


gonna go bbq, bye~




featuring-- badminton :)

Her...

in 1998 if not mistake..

I met her :)

a sweet girl,

with a head curly curly hair..

she got a sweet smile...

big double eyelid eyes O.O

haha

yes, her name-> Jozen Kuah 

Today was her big day !

Happy Birthday to you baby girl .

I know her since we're in kindergarten ..

we both are superkids !!!

hahahha

she's pretty cute when small.

and now...

she grow bigger , become prettier and sexier hahahha

we didn't meet up each other in our primary school's life..

until secondary school...

our memory still fresh ><

during school's event, we feel each other very familiar and we start our conversation..

is that true babe LOL

we've spend our days after spm..

valentine's day we also pass together..

the day she was not here feel ... not good ?!

hmm...

friendship forever ><

mwahx you !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LA BAO BEI :D

*hugs*

sigh...

something I thought would be mine suddenly pop !!
missing......

it's a kind sadness :'(
maybe I shouldn't expect so much..
kay, my fault...
who ask me to expect ?
stupid me ?! :')

okay, you're just a thing ;)
if you didn't mean that.
don't near me ><
maybe I show a little selfish
but I don't hope you give me any expectation
that what I want to tell
baby girls, I know you would understand me..
don't ask me about it anymore

well, recently I love to play sports :)
badminton :D
even I only tried once but I feel I'm in love with it..
I gonna try second time,third time and more!!
march...
I got lots babes birthday on march..
wish them have an unforgettable's birthday
all their dreams can come true c:
I do love you all
heee

at last I want to wish all spm2010's candidates can score well :)


okay, stop here...
nothing more to write..

ps: I'm single eyelid.this one not me ><

hmmp...

I don't know why,

I feel so sour...

ps: it's not because I went to play badminton..

what I would like to tell over here is

Friends won't get strange even we're not always meet up :)

I love you .

some kind people really can fully ignore .

wto

geram !!!!

what to say ? what to comment ?

geram geram :(

my dad and mum was discussing about keep up the new money

below is the conversation between my dad and me;

me : I don't understand why you all like to keep new money, it also is money, just spend it ..

dad : huh ?! keep ma...

me : keep for what ? no point to keep la~~~

dad : then you eat ice-cream very got point ?

me : -______________________- !!!

that was my dad 

sometimes Imma speechless when facing him

and my mum !

she draw different emotion on the eggs in my home's refrigerator -o-

don't she know eggs got pores on the shell surface ???
later the ink flows into egg will get poison la !

same like the bendan I chat with yesterday...

don't know egg shell's surface got pores hahah

recently status : neutral ;)

the answer will be --> ME ^^