Sunday, May 13, 2012

A failure...

I should stand up after fall...
it would be a hard step but I wish I can do it
Imma just too weak when facing relationship problem
I thought I had gone thru it, but then......
I still feel bad when see him, or even people mention his name
I can't avoid him
He is all around me
we have mutual friends, we got too many things in similar.
a little things pull him back to my mind
I see him almost everyday
IDK what is in my mind now~!!
I just know I need to cry
cry it all out !!!!!!
I'm so reliable!!!!!!
Whyyyyyyy? ;(

daddy, I know you love me right?
please do not leave me when I need support.
I am SAD!!!!!!

all the promises we've made are no longer exist.