I miss you :)

I miss you.

I did clean up my room yesterday :D
it looks like a new one now.
I'm so in love with it ><
mama will help me to do some.

By clear out so many old stuff, I also found my memories inside.
it records my childhood, teenage life..
I wish I could always stay 18
I don't wanna grow up..
18 is the most wonderful year in life.
I have companion of family and buddies
we play hard, study hard.
study hard is only when final exam is coming on the next week
hahaha

I've change the position of my cupboard.
since I have not enough place to keep my clothes, parents offer me another one.
and now I started to feel it's not enough again....
this year, I bought a lot of singlet and dresses
T-shirt ? Only have three pieces :(
I gonna get more for this coming Chinese new year
Tomorrow I will go vacation with my parents
only my parents and me :D

slim down plan fail laaaaaaaaaa
help!!!
last night I was insomnia..
felt too hungry to sleep so I wake up to eat TT
WTH !! eat in the midnight 4 am
no wonder I so fat T^T

I have no recent photo :x
cut my fringe last week, it still look weird for me.
will upload some photo for next post ;)

hi, 2012 :)

A blink on eye, we have to say good bye to year 2011

Good bye to the old me.

In 2011, I believe I'd changed.

Step in the brand new year, I think I have to:

Change my blog skin

Change my study attitude

Change my....maybe outlook?

;)

I wanna make a wishlist.

I wish I can do it all in 2012

Lemme think what I can do in 2012....

grow my saving account

study harder

keep body fit (I think this is difficult for me, but I will try ><)

make my social group bigger

bf? best friend/ boyfriend :S

I will list some inside my heart

work hard and pray hard for reaching my dreams.

I nearly forget about my blog LOL

actually I was busy with my final exam.

and now, it's over :D

nothing more to update.

good bye ._.

mad !

You cannot fully trust on a person

If you do, you might fall into her/him

When I'm trying to trust on a person

The person always disappointed me.

I was like : maiputoh, why you treat me like this?!

What you see ain't what it is

What you wear ain't what you are

What you listen ain't all truth

Life is fcking interest, there's always many unexpected things will happen.

Sometimes I just want to have some trustful partner in life

no matter girls or boys

as long as they can listen to me, hold me when I'm upset, hug me when I'm crying, cheer with me when I'm happy.

It's enough.

If you never meet a person so caring to you, you will never know how good it is.

The relationship is priceless.

I don't give a damn on someone try to betray me

go ahead

go long piak and die

I don't care .....

Good bye, stupid.

I believe I will find a new one, you are old and slowly fade out in my life.

hmm....hi

say Hi once a long while

‘hi, long time no see...’
we repeat this for million times in our lifetime.
how many people we can meet in this short life?
how many times we can meet a same people in a lifetime?
If you can meet a person almost everyday, appreciate !

Speak is always easy than take action
I always says that I want to how how how but then....
I do the different things -o-

I thought I am so strong, but I am not when I'm with you.
or even without you
when you are here, I wish you can carry all things for me
when you are not here, I will gone mad LOL
I rely on you
You gave me the sense of secure.
I love the time when we spend our time together.
I need you when I'm upset
of course, and also when I'm happy
but I just worry what if I am disturbing you....

It's hard to slim down hahahahhahahha
I'm fat and I know it.

well, this post I just want to show my emo-ness XD
saja saja
thank's for view this lame post ><

A short holiday..

Hey, love.
I'm here to talk about the fun I had with these cute lil boys and girls
They visit the lovely island : Penang Island
and I join them to have fun
It's great to know them

the people I join those days are :
my babe Shinlian
two pretty girls YeeAnne & XiWen
two lil boys WeiHan & Ziee
and also an old friend JiaYan

wanna upload some memorable photo :)

YeeAnne :)

oh, my baby hahaha

with WeiHan :)

opps, gotcha ! x)

the 'ok' boy Ziee

three of us ;)

YeeEn&YeeAnne

always ♥

3 girls

again YeeEn&YeeAne

YeeAnne&XiWen

YeeAnne&ShinLian

I'm the one burried in sand haha
from the left: WeiHan, YeeAnne, XiWen, JiaYan, Ziee, ShinLian.

I only realize I didn't take any picture with XiWen :(

Jetski is the most interesting water game I had played.

I wish for the second time

we went bar, beach and shopping mall :D

I love it and miss it !

hmm, I'm facing a problem.

OBESITY !

I'm over weight!!

I am 50++ kg

it kills me..

the fat is too heavy to carry :O

starting my diet plan....

Wish I can success :)

without workout.......hahahahhahaha

am I ?

I was crying all along the journey when I back to hometown
I wonder what's the reason makes me keep crying
thinking is that the reason?

since I back to my hostel after class
I feels so bad
and I remember mama had told me:
'come back home whenever you feel bad at outside'
this sentence comes to my mind when I can't stop crying
luckily my friends were going back so I can back together
along the journey, I just can't stop my tears
argghhh

then, finally I talk to my friend about the reason
it is just maybe..
but I think that must be the reason
I was suffer in the relationship :(
and I act out so weak when he is not around
hmm....
I shouldn't be so reliable eventhough he's not with me
maybe I'm just a companion for him when he's alone
maybe I take it too serious
maybe I shouldn't think too much
it kills my brain cells

hahha
one sentence from my friend, makes me cry out louder
I'm not going to reveal what he'd said to me
then, he said: after cry should be nothing; it already happened.
hell yeah !
It already happened !
What to do :o

these days let me think properly
I should stand up by myself
don't rely on others !
My friend said I shouldn't be so weak ;(
I also not willing to be like this
just uncontrolled
I wish I can be more independent

Mois

hahah, I went to club
I was having a lot of fun over there
saw many people that I know :D

gonna sleep now.
got class later @.@
good night, love.