I am not a good character.

I become worst

become the one who I don't want to be

hell yeah, it's hard to found out yourself are fault when you're doing it.

I should focus on my studies. 

no one will die without anyone

I think I can be independent

Even though I am satisfy with this life partner but I think he is not the suitable one.

We are different

It's like what he had told his girlfriend.

during the time his girlfriend and him argue, I don't mind to spend my days with him.

Talk everything all the time.

without worries, without embarrass.

Like a very good friends

I thought the relation can keep going like this.

It's not exactly what I thought will happen in the reality.

The reality is stupid.

The days we are together is happy, the relation changed.

transform in much more better one.

I guess you know how was it.

I found his defect.

He is a person who cannot make a decision.

This not only make himself suffer in the situation, maybe he don't know the others also will suffer in this.

It is hurt......

I don't know how to handle this type of relationship

I wish he can make a decision

No matter the decision is good to me or not, I still will wish him luck

and keep some distance with him

I guess this is what I should do :(

besides of this, I really I should face him with what character..........