领悟 !

接触人多了，看多了，觉得自己很渺小。
虽然我很大肥，但是还是感觉自己很渺小。

很多次我都看见，听见；但是却默不作声，当着没听见。
假装看不见，听不见很好；依照过我自己的生活
只是当听见了不该听的话，看了不该看的事就觉得很挣扎。
你他妈的可以不要让我知道吗？

长大了才明白这个世界是不会有公平的事
你唯有自己努力，尽量为自己争取。
若想分得一块大块些的蛋糕，你只要学会怎么烘培那你简直就可以拥有整个蛋糕。
若是拥有了就要学会分享。
连分享这事你也做不到，那请把自己锁起来思考：如果没有别人分享，你有今天吗？

或许在一些事我并没有那么豁达
人，往往就有点那么的自私。
那是忘我的，无法控制的
只要不过分，不伤害他人那就是可以被原谅的。
现在依然是学院生的我以为人心的险恶就那么的幼稚
但是在社会里，学院生那一点点的心机根本绰绰有余
孩子的喜怒哀乐会表现出来；而社会里的人。。。笑里藏刀
当你不小心揭开那面纱。。。。。

我会选择看不见，听不见。
可是就是没办法忘记我所看见，所听见的。
也许那些话可以让我时时刻刻警惕自己做事要小心翼翼
一个不小心，你可能会被冤枉成恶魔。

改变，没有那么容易；也不见得困难。
我都以不在乎来面对，别人可能认为我高傲或自以为是。
但是我都懒得为那些琐事解释；或许因为那些人，那些事都不重要。
待我再成长一些，我可以谈谈更多。

即将成年的我，很高兴。哈哈哈
我爱我身边的所有人。

大概是一年前的老照片。。。

Hi,

I am here again. 

Yesterday I came to Penang with my friends.

we come for move our things into our new unit :)

damn the renter, said will hire maid to help us clean up before we move in.

he say it but didn't mean it.

so we have to clean up there :( 

the stupid old refrigerator cannot function !! and also smelly *puke*

omg, complain to the owner T_T

curtain also very dirty...

I started feel that home is warm..

We start our journey on 10 something from Alor Star to Butterworth after had our breakfast.

we go to bii's brother there to take something then we headed to Penang.

that day was raining, we thought we not able to drive the mattress.

thank's God, it stop raining after we reach Butterworth.

Em, I think I talk a little too details.

let me shorten it ><

After we move our things into the new unit we arrange it all.

then sent 3 beloved to Jetty because they want to back to Alor Star.

We back to bath and head to Auto city !

I get a dress over there ;)

supper over there then back and drink some alcohol

Because of alcohol, now my skin look red and dropsy.

hahahhahahha

so stupid.

alcohol make me dizzy and dropsy.

wake up late on the next day.

we go Tesco without bath 

omg, everyone are like looking at weirdo us...

wear big tee and shop for food

we cook in the house ;)

eat a lot because cook too much ><

After eat and clean, I am here to update my blog..

many days sisn't update..

This post may a little bit long.

thank you for read until here. 

oh yeah, today was the first time I learn how to cut chicken ><

learning how to cook :)

Good night~*