A Goal to Achieve !

After view several thinspiration website,
I decide wanna find back the 47 kg me in at least in 2 months time!

Sigh...
These years, I keep gaining weight and I just ignore that..
I always find myself an excuses to keep fattening...
so bad..
I think I will be success if I insist for a little long time.. just a little more long time..

About last month post..
I've said that I wanna quit to go club and I did it !
This makes me believe that I can do anything if I insist !!
Now I don't really think want to go to club even my friends invited me.
Somehow, I will not be used to it when the beginning of quitting..
Slowly... I will forget about it and not feeling want to go again..

Well, I gonna plan a diet plan for myself
Here's are several rules I must follow in the following month..

Firstly, I wanna quit all fast food including my favourite McDonald :(
sounds sad right..
but I have to do so...
In the process of slimming I will sometimes buy myself a set of fast food to encourage myself when there's a little lose weight
but this will cause myself gaining back and sometimes even more weight I put on..
After that, it's again a hard & long journey to go on..
Over and over again, I repeating those steps and I'm tiring with it!!!

Secondly, strictly no supper !!!
no matter how less I eat in day time, I must quit supper !
every time I keep think that but didn't action
this is my defeat point.. always say more than do....
I gonna be much more strict on this!!

Thirdly, non junk food lifestyle.
once in two weeks is acceptable right?
argghhhh, I try to make it once in a month
goshhh, or I try not to touch it until I success!!!!!!
rawrrr T.T
I must success!!!
I wanna tuck in that shorts!!!! I wanna own sexy legs !

Fourth, be as lazier as I can.
this is my personal way to slim down haha
I've tried to lay on my bed for whole day long and ate only one mini swissroll and several cups of water
I admit this is not a healthy way to diet but I enjoy that
I sleep for whole day long and not thinking of hunger
only a week, my friends said that I'm getting thinner
but then I spoil my plan with eating lots with them TT
the funniest part of this way is : The fastest you slim, the fastest you gain if uncontrollable LOL
Based on my knowledge, the starting of weight losing you still have to remain for a little time until your body is remain the weight for few months is more appropriate..
but still, buffet or what is not allow up to 2 times in a month.

Fifth, get rid of all seducing good food or else be controllable !
hmm, I will plan myself a trip each semester break.
you know, college life is kinda boring and have to concentrate on study..
what if I don't plan for a vacation during semester break and I go to next semester again?
I think I will be lifeless........
no motivation to go to final exam
and yeah, a vacation to a different place, we must try out all the food that we don't have in our land.
that will cause gaining weight no doubt!
try to share it with friends or keep it if it can be kept.
T_T
it's sad that cannot try out the local food during a vacation..
that makes a vacation lost it's meaning..
or the worst decision is strict myself again after the vacation.
this time must be even strictly !!

Ahhhh, be like this first la
Please !! Must insist !!!!!
Bear in mind the bad consequences of over eat!!
Peoples, please share food with me to makes my plan success :D
Million thanks to you !

I hate to get interrupt during I am updating my blog..
sometimes I'll get back and forget what's in my thought at start
Sometimes it is a super amazing sentences that I can think of.
and I just forget it like this.... zzz

haha, again a long post...
End up here!!
Happy reading, readers.

*I guess no one have so much patience to read until here :p*

it getting closer...

Today got presentation, but I haven't memorize yet lol
getting lazier and lazier...
final is around the corner...
I started to skip classes...
I just lazy to walk to class, it takes 10 minutes to reach :/
and I'm alone all the way :(
I don't like that feeling...

godamn....I didn't rest early these days...
I don't like it.
it makes me feel even tired in the day time...
daddy wanna get me a new phone, I hope he keep his promise
too bad...I grow up so old still need daddy spend so much so me....
I don't like this..

I kinda enjoy my life these days...
eat well play well sleep well but not study well..
start revision !!!!!!
faster !!! LOL
stop here, bye readers :)

I got lots of picture but camera is not with me now..
will upload them next time :)

Time fliesss..

Hi, I didn't update my blog for months
sorry for that
here I am to update it.

well, actually I'm not trying to gain readership here
I just record my life here while I still remember it.
you know, sometimes I don't have a laptop with me and that's difficult to let me update my blog.

hmm, talk about my recent's activities....
I dance on every Wednesday as previous month
oh ya, I add on one more activity that is swimming!
haha, recently swim quite often.
I enjoy myself when I'm in the water
of course, not the drowning part ><
I'm still a beginner yet..
even I'm not good in swimming but I find it interesting

after party months, I've stop to go to any club
It's crazy to visit club every week
I'm fed up
it's enough for me.
Now I think back the time, it's horrible.
how can I attend whole day classes and then go to club after that?
I don't even take a nap between it all.
Crazy party girl.....
and now it's over
every new things, I have to overtake it until I afraid of it.
I must tried up 10 up to 20 times only I can control myself.
stupid enough!!
haha
good also, at least I can control myself

I wanna throw away the old me and start it all over
I find my life goals
I finally know how and what should I do at what time.
and I seriously know that I have some changes this years
thank's for all people around me.
Even though there are many things happen in this year, but I'm happy with that
I grow up a little by little because of those matters
and now I turn into this me.
I can say I've experience many things
at least more than the other that same age with me.
I'm not this strong before, but now I have to be strong
only late night can bring my tears out
I admit. I do not do well in communication.
I will not clarify for myself even the others misunderstand me.
I live the way much into my own world.
but I am happy with that.
at least it's better than I have to worry how people think about me everyday

woahhhh, this is a long post. I gonna end this with some photos ;)

with my babe

self-portrait :)

quite a time ago haha

#nowplaying: A-Lin 《等你》

yeeen xoxo ♥

recent me.

Hi all.
it's been a long while I didn't update my blog

these days quite good ;)
social well but study not so well.
I gotta work hard on study
Guess what?!
I get ZERO marks for my midterm over 20 marks
I was like...........................HAHAHA KILL ME PLEASE
T_T

learnt to be more stronger to stand alone.
I used to rely on peoples around me very much
but then, when I find no one to let me rely on
I learn to be independent
before this, I thought I was already strong enough to handle any hard time in life
hmm, maybe this is another stage of growing up..

Realize that no body is suppose to be good with you
if you want others to be good with you, you also have to be good with others
I believe in karma
treat as you want to be treated back

ok la.. ending post...
just a lil update about me.
thank's for viewing.
Good night.

A failure...

I should stand up after fall...
it would be a hard step but I wish I can do it
Imma just too weak when facing relationship problem
I thought I had gone thru it, but then......
I still feel bad when see him, or even people mention his name
I can't avoid him
He is all around me
we have mutual friends, we got too many things in similar.
a little things pull him back to my mind
I see him almost everyday
IDK what is in my mind now~!!
:(
I just know I need to cry
cry it all out !!!!!!
I'm so reliable!!!!!!
Whyyyyyyy? ;(



daddy, I know you love me right?
please do not leave me when I need support.
I am SAD!!!!!!

all the promises we've made are no longer exist. 

Gone.....

Holiday finished.
Time to vvake up myself and prepare for nevv semester.

Damn the 'double U' on my keyboard is spoil.
I'm novv using double v to pretend as I still have the 'double U' :(
you knovv double u?
vvell, keep reading fluently like: double u double u double u....
get it ?

Alright, I did have a vvonderful holidays, haha.
I've visited Genting Highlands vvith four friends, Kuala Lumpur vvith Zilin and met Lian, then Melaka vvith Zilin and met CheeFei.
I get knovv 2 nevv friends at Melaka vvhich name JiaHao and YouHao
friends over there bring us around
vve've tried a lot of food over there :D
A lot of photos to upload...

trip begun...

us in the plane :)

food in Kuala Lumpur.

I didn't take much picture in  K.L.

a little thing use to access LRT vvhen I don't have touch&go card 

the tbs so clean and big.

the ticket to Melaka from TBS *ps* my name printed on :D

the us vvith our ticket to Melaka

First food in melaka :)

Church !!

the vvish vvell

the vievv from top

lovely blue sky

the unique design vvith cobblestone

the famous Melaka crepes and Melaka shake.

I love it!

the river vievv

entering the street.

first snack on the street. it taste sour >< 中国沙梨

the cendol~

I love MONEY hahaha

The antique..

Mr. muscle blah blah blah..

durian puff finished in one mouth *yumyum*

funny otak-otak uncle hah ;D

guess vvhat?! old time ice stick :D

this call 算盘子！taste like taroballs but it's fry one. made from yam.

this not-so-yummy thing cost me Rm 8

but it is special because you can choose your favourite fruit to blend it to be your ovvn flavour ice-cream.

the vegetarian fried mushroom 

香港钵仔糕~ hee..

the dimsum O-O so many!

this cute egg is tasty :D actually it is an ice-cream

臭豆腐, 臭till I really cannot eat （ ╯﹏╰）

the flovver bike :)

hovv they knovv ? hahahahha

Jonker Street; Guy Street.

the cafe vvith selling local products in affordable price!

This thing makes me die of missing it ! Durian Cendol! super nice（¯﹃¯）

us :)

Cute stool vvith painted cartoons

this tough vvoman is cool

the day vievv of 鸡场街

I like this 

this look old but......

this one look so class

nyonya laksa- must try :) at Jonker 88

the indian girl dravv on her hand

and also me :)

hahahahaha

the ship museum 

us again

Rosella drinks

opps, it's peeling ><

first try!

nice egg tart from Yeast Pastry House

the famous satay celup !! I vvant more~~

The Mahkota Parade

Firevvorks vvhile vvaiting car to go back

the club is just avvesome!!

It's on the third floor.

haha

this thingy is delicious

I see sticky rice under it. it taste really good

the place vve stay

toys of my nevv friend :)

chilling vvhile vvait for plane at airport........

earing from Jonker Street

hand of both us, I simply like it!

three of us go to cinema and vvatch Titanic in 3D and The Vovv

Four girls to Genting trip, and also a boy, he is not in the photo :/

before the 4D movie started...

us vvith the flovver given by clovvn in the theme park :D

HAHAHAHAHA this is so hahahahha XD

our heavy luggage and fevv local products

trip ended.....

I take one day to done this blog update -o-

those photos take long time to upload

some more...

I playing other things vvhile updating hahahha

Holidays ended....

Nevv semester started..

no more day dream...

Fight hard for this semester!!!

ahha, got something to report!

Today, my result of semester three is release.

I quite satisfy vvith it :D

but I believe I can improve more for next time.

not high but standard level, I get 3.4 gpa and 3.0 for cgpa

I vvill keep on pull it higher

I guess this is the longest post I ever posted.

Hope you guys vvon't feel annoying but enjoy :) ♥

Hurray~!