Sigh..

Happy moment wouldn't last long
is that true ?

Recently I always sigh...
I wonder what's the reason I sigh
is it because of him?
his fx ex is annoying
do not appreciate when she got him
and now keep disturbing..
I just can see but can do nothing :(
*heart broken*
Now I wanna act evil, I wanna tear them off.

I walk into a strange world..
I don't know everything about there
It's strange for me
he show up and guide me along there
I feel I can't live without him
and I did told him with joking face
acting like didn't take that seriously

I always will think too much when you are not around with me

well, stop talking about him.
Final is around the corner, I wish this semester I can score well
at least better than last semester please
I just helped two of my baby tie their hair
both of them going to attend a friend's birthday party
she said I got potential to be a mum LOL
not true not true

upload a photo here :)

they look cute :D

A wonderful day ^^

hey, readers.
Today is great :)

what in my previous post all are nonsense ><
I think too much last night
He did make a decision
and his girlfriend also good to him
they will be friend
I know through reading his phone's message.
I just can't stop checking his inbox XD
I will change this bad attitude
I'm not sure this is good news or bad news for me.
babes, listen to me.
I neither ask him to break up with his girlfriend nor hook up with me
I just ask him to make a decision, don't be blurring
It is just an advise, as a good friend.

Today's test I score the highest marks in class :D
I did the greatest one ! even thou is only 30 marks over 40 marks
I found out someone in my class like to cheating in exam ..
hmm, I kinda hate this kind of people.
the score much more higher than the others.. damn !
I accidentally point her out during conversation with my classmates
hahahha
I guess she heard that
never mind, what I've spoken out were truth.
no guilty

After the test, before I leave college, I saw him !
hahaha, what a great day I have !!!!
omg, I was like hopping hardly and keep shaking my friend's hand.
yell~~*

whuhoo~
I did have a great Wednesday
How about you ? ;)

I am not a good character.

I become worst

become the one who I don't want to be

hell yeah, it's hard to found out yourself are fault when you're doing it.

I should focus on my studies. 

no one will die without anyone

I think I can be independent

Even though I am satisfy with this life partner but I think he is not the suitable one.

We are different

It's like what he had told his girlfriend.

during the time his girlfriend and him argue, I don't mind to spend my days with him.

Talk everything all the time.

without worries, without embarrass.

Like a very good friends

I thought the relation can keep going like this.

It's not exactly what I thought will happen in the reality.

The reality is stupid.

The days we are together is happy, the relation changed.

transform in much more better one.

I guess you know how was it.

I found his defect.

He is a person who cannot make a decision.

This not only make himself suffer in the situation, maybe he don't know the others also will suffer in this.

It is hurt......

I don't know how to handle this type of relationship

I wish he can make a decision

No matter the decision is good to me or not, I still will wish him luck

and keep some distance with him

I guess this is what I should do :(

besides of this, I really I should face him with what character..........

期盼~

我期盼着xx的来临

比起柯静腾与沈佳宜的有趣相处过程，我宁愿像江直树与袁向琴那种不是很多话但长久
我并不是不喜欢像柯静腾的那种
只是，有看那部电影的人都知道他们并没有结局
他们享受的是暧昧的过程
而后来他们并没有跟对方在一起
这样的感情意义何在

我不懂我想要表达什么
自己都不懂自己岂能渴望有人懂我？

我今天看见他了 :)
在看不见他我就快忘记他的脸了

很讨厌现在的心情 :x
再见。。。。。。。。。。。
珍重~

你是我的蜜糖♥

so touching T_T

At this time...
I can't sleep -.-
so I watch a movie titled : 世上最美的离别

It's a best Korean movie I ever watched
Well, let me talk a little about it
The movie is talk about a good woman which act as a good wife/daughter-in-law and a good mum.
She did perfectly in her life.
but then, one day she discover that she had cancer
and that is going to die
her family that time only realize how important she is
they wanna treat her well but it's too late
....................

seems like I tell too much, you guys should watch it
watch this movie make me think of my mum
I should visit her often, caring her often.
The scene touch me most is when the family hug the woman
I can't imagine one day if my mum fainted like that.
and also the scene touched me is when her husband hold her and spent the day she left with her.
I think that is very blissful when someone is going to go through with you at the hard time.
I felt little envy at that moment.

Don't be late to be filial-piety. Family always the best no matter what.

回忆。。。

那些年，我喜欢的男孩。


今天我与朋友去看了两套电影
‘In Time’ 和 ‘那些年，我们一起追的女孩’。
一个充满未来感，一个感人肺腑
两个都很好看，无法比较
但是‘那些年，我们一起追的女孩’让我想起很多事和人。。。


我想起了中学那些一起疯狂的朋友
我们一起做了很多疯狂的事，还觉得很威风；
我想起了一个人
那个让我无法确定我自己在想什么的那个人；
我想起了自己曾经为那个人努力的样子
虽然不是很努力，但是做什么都是想着为了他；
我想起了我白痴的样子
眼里只有那个人的白痴样子；
我想起了我曾经幻想他有了女朋友，但那不是我
那种难过却祝福的心理；
我想起了他出国的那段时间
那时的我好像不是我，简直活不下去的样子；
我想起了很多。。。。。。


这样说得好像我已经是个白领似的，哈哈
勾起了无数的回忆啊
现在过着悠闲的学院生活
有时候，换换你看世界的角度，可能你会有意想不到的发现 ♥

是时候说晚安啦
谢谢阅读  :)

像男朋友的女朋友^^

‘有一个像男朋友的女朋友很好’
我常常这样跟我的‘女朋友’说

我们可以很自在的相处在一起
我的坏习惯，她都不会唾弃。
我们可以无所不谈。
有时，聊聊我们喜欢的人
有时，聊聊我们讨厌的人
聊着聊着，她并不会觉得你长气
而且会有很多时候都是有相同的看法
要找到一个志气相投非常不容易
两个人的友情比爱情来的珍贵
可以是两个人，或许还可以有更多。

我们会是认识很多年的朋友
或许从幼儿园，小学或中学认识的朋友。
我的是从中学认识的 :)
在中学的回忆数之不尽；有快乐的，有伤心的，又疯狂的，有低潮的。
每每在她面前出丑都不会尴尬，反而会一起笑得没心没肺。

偶尔撒撒娇，她还会配合 哈哈
我们可以每天黏在一起，父母不会担心
父母会认识她，还很放心女儿跟他们相处
天天腻在一起聊女孩经，聊生活。
告诉她我认识了不错的异性朋友她还会比我兴奋

难过时，她可以是最漂亮的聆听者
开心时，她可以是最疯狂的party partner
那偶尔的争吵，几乎是机会渺茫
包容是让友情维持的途径之一，同时也让友情升华到另一个境界。

跟她单独相处可以很自在的做我自己
不必担心她嫌我胖
不必担心她嫌我粗鲁
不必担心她嫌我没仪态
不必在她面前装斯文

有时看见她有更好的同性朋友，心里会有少许吃醋
但是看见她有相处得不错的异性朋友会为她感到开心
当他面对窘境是真的恨不得可以帮她们出一口气

一不小心就写了那么多
当你读着这篇文章时会不会有一个要好的同性朋友出现在你脑海里呢？